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out of control

i hate that everything is out of my control.

it happens as it was so right.

i was cheated by u two. forgive sounds good, but forget i think i never could.

u two totally have no idea that how much i want to forgive u.

and how much i miss u. but… when u destroyed the trust, u destroyed everything including my life.

i don’t know who to trust now.

we three had so much sweet memory. and i have to learn to forget them all.now,i try to hide the hurt.

just move on. when something is wrong,i always told myself that everything would be all right.

and i could handle everythig, cause that was me, that was my life.

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The dream awakes the time

I to blow on the chaotic street in the wind to fondly remember happiness, I was thinking of in the familiar environment yesterday, I was recollecting joyfully nearby the vast sea, I was tasting sadly under the sob sky, I smiled in front of the mirror,    Sobs at the back of the mirror, I am pursuing your happiness livelily in the dream, I awake in the dream hurry am avoiding your joy, I wake in only then mine night, feel sorrowful.。。。。。 Do sad I, the sorrow I, why see clearly not early you,
I really thought did not understand what I did make to be able to let you mistakenly hate me like this? Asks you to tell me well?
I always condemned from, should not meet you.If has not met you, to now I also can be a pure girl, does not understand love, what doesn’t know grief.I regretted that, really very much regretted, my also good compunction.。。Only is, I did not know how should do only then cannot let you think I am am injuring you? I knew if such gets down also to be able again to be a mistake eventually, whose anyone arrives finally nobody to be able to be But believed is good I to awaken suddenly, such has not sunk confuses.Recently the code could not look like your same love to suffer extreme distress is even difficult to sleep all night not right? Faces the reality not to have to pursue that not to have the result question, what significance like this also has to you to me? Why province dessert.。。
. Actually you do not understand me, also does not trust me, otherwise you cannot listen to others talking nonsense.。。You knew that was not the impossible matter you to believe eventually, I was very disappointed to you, I thought you could understand me, I could notthink you could think like this: “If did not have him to meddle we perhaps in together.” You too have been impervious, to you thorough disappointed.。。
You said that, you can respect me the choice.From this time on you cannot enter my world.Then I said, good, we are respectively well.Therefore, I hoped you might cross very much from now on happily, will cross is better than me, so long as you have been happy, so long as you will cross well.I also can think happily.So long as you are good, I can good.
Please remember, certainly must cross is happier than me, certainly wants!

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Man Is Like a Fruit Tree–Elmer Bobst

He loaded us into his station wagon and we were off to his famous Hobcaw Barony for dinner. We sat and talked in the great living room where many notables and statesmen, including Roosevelt and Churchill, have sat and taken their cues. In his eighty-second year, still a human dynamo, Mr. Baruch talks not of the past but of present problems and the future, deploring our ignorance of history, economics, and psychology. His only reference to the past was to tell me, with a wonderful sparkle in his eye, that he was only able to get eight quail out of the ten shots the day before. What is the secret of this great man’s value to the world at eighty-one? The answer is his insatiable desire to keep being productive.

Two of the hardest things to accomplish in this world are to acquire wealth by honest effort and, having gained it, to learn how to use it properly. Recently I walked into the locker room of a rather well-known golf club after finishing a round. It was in the late afternoon and most of the members had left for their homes. But a half-dozen or so men past middle age were still seated at tables talking aimlessly and drinking more than was good for them. These same men can be found there day after day and, strangely enough, each one of these men had been a man of affairs and wealth, successful in business and respected in the community. If material

prosperity were the chief requisite for happiness, then each one should have been happy. Yet, it seemed to me, something very important was missing, else there would not have been the constant effort to escape the realities of life through Scotch and soda. They knew, each one of them, that their productivity had ceased. When a fruit tree ceases to bear its fruit, it is dying. And it is even so with man.

What is the answer to a long and happy existence in this world of ours? I think I found it long ago in a passage from the book, Genesis, which caught my eyes while I was thumbing through my Bible. The words were few, but they became indelibly impressed on my mind: “In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat thy bread.”

To me, that has been a challenge from my earliest recollections. In fact, the battle of life, of existence, is a challenge to everyone. The immortal words of St. Paul, too, have been and always will be a great inspiration to me. At the end of the road I want to be able to feel that I have fought a good fight, I have finished the course, I have kept the faith.

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